Sometimes_Caroline
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I'm sorry. I'll shut up now
Since she was 28 years old.... I was a total coward and I let it all happen to me Instead of putting her in her place right off the bat and making sure she stayed there.
That sounds misogynistic. But it's true.
Even others close to us recognized it and told me. But I was scared of her.
In my 30's and 40's I was a virile sexual person in my prime. 15 yrs of that was lost to misery.
I was 100% honest and open to her in the beginning. The hysterectomy changed everything.
Not only physically but my emotional needs as well. Right out the window. She did
I tried to be a very supportive and loving spouse and good husband, helped her and backed off sexually.
The effect though, was that it amplified the existing personality that was already there.
As long as she was comfortable in her own mind I didn't matter. As long as I kept being a good boy and supporting her existence.
If any of you have to think about hysterectomy for your partner, unless it's immediately life threateningly serious,.. think twice. Seek other options.
It's a big business for the gyno's tearing women's guts out. They don't care. It's money for them every surgery they perform.
The future ramifications for the family can be life altering
If any of the younger ones see these posts we've written here take heed !!
Don't waste big portions of the precious years we have and your youthful energy .
Don't be scared and hide.
Don't waste your time with the wrong person out of fear.
Maybe the hard choices and learn from some of our mistakes
I will make you a putty medal ?Since she was 28 years old.
I friggin medal I should get. 40 years of menopause.
Best sex ever was while taking the back route and at the tickly bit whisper in her ear "This is how your sister likes it" then hold on for 8 seconds.Best sex ever was telling my partner at one point , being in a bra, with big breasts forms , panties stocking mini skirt heels.
Its life enjoy it.
Thank you very much for those words Ma'am, Welcome to the group and happy Easter ?Hey girls just wanted to jump in and say a few things. First I'm a straight lady. Second I have a CD friend. I totally support her lifestyle.
Dont let someone else judge you or make you feel less of yourself. How a person looks or dresses should not determine the person. If you have a good heart and love your fellow humans that is all that matters. Hold your head up high and remember your beautiful inside and out. If someone doesn't like it or approve then that's their problem. Love you all. Happy Easter.
Welcome to the group Hon. So glad to have you hereHey girls just wanted to jump in and say a few things. First I'm a straight lady. Second I have a CD friend. I totally support her lifestyle.
Dont let someone else judge you or make you feel less of yourself. How a person looks or dresses should not determine the person. If you have a good heart and love your fellow humans that is all that matters. Hold your head up high and remember your beautiful inside and out. If someone doesn't like it or approve then that's their problem. Love you all. Happy Easter.
Yes Welcome Marlinda and thank for your comments ?Hey girls just wanted to jump in and say a few things. First I'm a straight lady. Second I have a CD friend. I totally support her lifestyle.
Dont let someone else judge you or make you feel less of yourself. How a person looks or dresses should not determine the person. If you have a good heart and love your fellow humans that is all that matters. Hold your head up high and remember your beautiful inside and out. If someone doesn't like it or approve then that's their problem. Love you all. Happy Easter.
Hi, Marlene, so how did you tell your partner you were a cross dresser ?Hi Marlinda!
Can't remember.Hi, Marlene, so how did you tell your partner you were a cross dresser ?
My heart goes out to you.Before telling my wife I had read up on what others had done and recommended. Advice like: Don't get ' accidently caught,' don't be drunk, be ready to answer all sorts of questions and don't show your favorite 'sexy you' pictures. I had all sorts of information printed out ... facts, statistics etc. about your typical hetrosexual crossdresser. I thought, because she's a very factual person, she'd appreciate that.
I was wrong, there were no questions, just an emotional shutdown, blank face, silence... I talked too much. I was unprepared for that, I had imagined a robust discussion. Essentially, I had just told her someone she cared for has died. It was weeks before she was ready to 'talk' about it and it wasn't much of a conversation even then. For the most part she carries on like I don't crossdress, even when I'm crossdressed. She's conflicted by it - some days she can meet my eyes when I'm dressed up, some days she cannot. She'll agree to a dress up night at home and then cancel because she's not up to it. Think about what that means.
I'm glad I told her, years ago, but I wish I realized then how much emotional work is involved that first time and in continuing to process crossdressing over the years. My wife is tolerant of crossdressing, and she is kind about it too. To paraphrase Micki Finn at https://mickifinn.com/, I have no doubt if there was a pill to 'cure' crossdressing my wife would have slipped it in my coffee long ago.
If she loves you then she should love all of you warts and all. Stay strong and hope everything works out for you. ?Every girlfriend i ever told ended up dumping me. I would be in a relationship and i always thought it was strong. No matter how well thing were going within a month she would kick me down the road. And when i asked why, my sexuality was the reason.
This lead to me internalizing everything about being Bi and my want to CD.
I realized i needed to keep things to myself which is why im not really out to my wife or especially anyone. I have finally come to grips with my sexuality in the last 6ish years. I have tested the boundaries with my wife to hopefully ease her into me telling her the truth. I will tell her when i feel ready to do so. Until then i will remain in the closet. Kisses
Mine knows but hates it. Have made love to her dressed before. Loved it. But she didn't, then told me she was not a lesbian. I dress when I can but try not to piss her off to much lol. You did hit the jackpot with yours.This is a great thread. Not sure how I missed it up to this point. About 15 years ago, I realized I was going to implode. Or explode. From living a life of denial and frustration. Equal parts shame of being femme and of lying to my wife. I felt I had no choice, and I came clean, expecting her to run for the hills. Didn't happen. And while it didn't happen overnight, she eventually embraced. She even likes me sexually as Isabella. Maybe I hit the jackpot. But then again, maybe more GGs would be understanding than we think. Life is short, as was mentioned above.
I think that the counter argument to this would be that she loves the you that she knows, and not the you that has been hidden from her. That exposing her to the real you isn't the you she may have fallen in love with.If she loves you then she should love all of you warts and all. Stay strong and hope everything works out for you. ?
You are right. I dont know if i updated mine when i did writte it. But me and My Gf of the time i wrote broke up.Reading all these stories I kind of feel guilty of dressing and staying under wraps. I have been married and have a girl friend and have never thought of coming out and telling them I love to dress.
I do benefit from having my own space frequently where I can bring Ashley out and dress but when my GF is with me I don’t.
So it is more of a hobby for me and I know many of you don’t like that word.. it seems to lack commitment or something.
Honestly, if my GF were to know, that would be the end of us and I value her more.
At some point I won’t be able to dress probably and that will be a shame but I am more a male than a CD and life is full of trade offs unfortunately.
I will have fun when I can.
You are all so lucky to have supportive others but can only assume there are bumps in the road.
You should let her out more often. You look great and its good therapy to dress and be the girl you love to be.Ohhh! To have a supportive partner. Meanwhile I am staying in the closet. One day, hopefully, Whanda will be out whenever the mood strikes.
Missed this part of th discussion. I have wondered. Im sorry, Marianne.You are right. I dont know if i updated mine when i did writte it. But me and My Gf of the time i wrote broke up.
It is in part because of me beeing trans. In other part because the couple was not going well.
Its ok. She could not accept me has beeing trans.Missed this part of th discussion. I have wondered. Im sorry, Marianne.